Ever since I can remember, I've been into guys' feet. Once I was old enough to explore the internet a bit I started finding tickling and foot fetish websites, and I've been going to them ever since. It's become seriously inhibiting though; I'm in my early twenties and I've only had one long-term boyfriend because it's really rare that I can become fully aroused through more conventional sexual activity. I know there's nothing "wrong" with having a fetish, but I'd like to date. I'm into all parts of the male body, I just usually can't get an erection because of it. Any ideas on how to treat this, or where I might be able to find a therapist who can help? I live in Long Beach, CA. Also, I've been with plenty of guys. Sometimes I'll get partially erect, sometimes nothing will happen at all. It's embarrassing and doesn't seem to have much to do with how into the guy I am.
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