Open Question: Hot boy in my school........Im a guy....?

[feedcrawler]

Okay.Im a guy.Im not openly gay.I've never dated a guy, nor does anyone know Im gay, nor do I act gay.Im just there.Well, there is this boy. In my school. and omg. He's the definition of gorgeousness.He's hot, he has blue eyes, the sexiest profile, nice arms, smooth skin, now he has a sexy summer tan, he's in the Track team so he's very toned. He's freaking HOT!Im just a quiet kid. He's really a polite nice guy. He always tries to talk to me and stuff like that, start conversations, but I just get red, awkward, and I say things like "thanks" and I keep on. I cant have full on conversations with him because I get so self-concious.I also fantasize about him. Things I had never imagined before. He wears these flip flops to school, and I never knew I had "foot fetish" but I literally fantasize about licking and worshipping his feet. Seriously, I dont think i'd have any limits. I just want to lick him and blow him and oh...I know the answers to this will be rude, hurtful and crap. But, might as well give it a shot. Is this normal? How do I stop this? It's a nightmare, he's ALL I think about. Im obssesed.I only wish I could get help...

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