Open Question: I have a foot fetish and am very ashamed. I need to get rid of it. I would love a girl's opinion on this.?

[feedcrawler]

I have read the internet, i know how foot fetishes are viewed by women. I need to stop these feelings. so far i have had to resort to physical pain whenever i feel these urges. I do this in many different ways, the most common being cutting myself slightly in the upper arm with a sharp object. It seems to work, as when i feel these urges i have this feeling of impending pain. I want girls to know how i feel about my 'condition' and for them to know that I know i am a freak. What do you think of this? Knowing that the stuff you have posted online has hurt someone somewhere else??? DO YOU FEEL BAD!!! YOU SHOULD!!!sorry...i got a little angry. I am not deleting that because i hope it will change the veiws of some individuals. But back to the point, i need to know if there is a better way to deal with my disorder. So if anyone has any ideas, please tell me.I am also bisexual....but i have come to terms with that. It feels more natural than my foot fetish.

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