Open Question: frustrated and helpless?

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ok..i am doing mba age 24. still a virgin..never ever dated nor had a gf..nor have had any female friends..dont know how to behave in front of them...ya..get anxious and paranoid..dont know driving..for which i have been cursed a lot by family.coz i am 24...i get panic attacks..whenever i have 2 do something..feel it will go wrong defintely..zero social life...i mean our whole college campus is on facebook with hundreds of pics which show they have fun..and i cant even put up my profile pic coz i have zero confidence about my looks as well...coz u know why...i have extremely rough hair ..dry skin with dark circles under eyes..and dont grow a beard at 24 age...shocking ya..but thats me..and on top of that..i am 15 kgs underweight..i sometimes wonder whether god wud have created a more imperfect human being than me...everything that can go wrong has gone wrong in my life..i sat at home for 2 years ..after my graduation fearing people and the perception they have about me..coz i know people find me ridiculous and unattractive..i have a inferiority complex which will never go away..believe me..never..i watch fetish videos online where women r dominating men and men r slaves ..2 their feet..maybe coz i cant look at a girl in the eye...have never been 2 a pub or bar...in college..girls look at me as if i am a piece of trash..i feel that how can someone's life be so miserable......and what was god thinking when he made me...i myself feel like a slave 2 all girls in my college coz i have been mostly insulted humiliated and embarassed by them..all my life..i am just sharing these problems here on the web..but please understand the GRAVITY of my problem..and tell me where my life is leading me 2...to die probably???????

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