Resolved Question: Followers of God, explain what just happened to me (graphic details)?

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Ok first if you believe that we are all sinners and not perfect then continue reading cause i dont want to be jugded by false christians. I try to follow God too....so i need Godly advise please.I havent masturbated in a whole month cause i finally came to my senses that it was sin and wrong. I tried to have strength and battle masturbation. Fustration and lust was building up within me but i fought it. Every night i tossed and turned for an hour cause i was in the mood. However today i watching vids on youtube. One thing led to another....i was now watching my guilty pleasure foot fetish vids.I didnt masturbate, but my groin and waist kept twitching and cringing up and down while i layed on my bed like i was humping air. I really wanted to masturbate but refused. A feeling of pleasure from my groin kept cringing as lustful thoughts stirred in my head while watching the video. But then i ignored the video and lusted over the pleasure i was feeling. 10 minutes later without even masturbating....a whole month of build up and fustration "withdrew" from me. My shorts were completely ruined. I finally felt relaxed after a whole month.What just happened? I know its wrong but....ill be lying if i didnt tell you that i was glad and relieved that i finally gotten a release that didnt involved masturbation.

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