Open Question: Fetish help,idk whats going on.?

[feedcrawler]

So,recently,well like about 3 years ago,i found out i have a fat fetishism.(Attraction to bigger people) Im really confused,i dont know if im bi or not(im a guy) But i get attracted to,well usually bigger girls,about 200 lbs or so,but i noticed some guys,i get attracted to too.I dont think i could ever see myself with a guy,but when i do get...yanno going,an if its a guy thats the reason,all i can imagine is him and me.Also,i dont care about being a bit big myself (im,i think, 5 foot 7,and im 210 lbs,but over the years ive learned how to hide the belly,super self concious) at the same time,i love it,and sometimes i imagine if i ever gained more weight.This sound creepy an wierd but its a serious question;WTF is going on?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

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