Open Question: can someone please tell me what's wrong with me?

[feedcrawler]

so over the pas 5 years of my life (starting when i was in 6th grade...i am now an incoming junior in hs), i have been obsessive over my friends. in 6th grade, i hung out with my best friend all the time...every weekend, and alot durig the week. he was fat, and after a while, i started wanting to get fat...and now it has turned into a fetish of mine...i like fat guy's bellies. in 7th grade, i developed a foot fetish, and started liking this kid with a gap between two of his toes. since the, i have been trying to get a gap in my toes. also, when i was friends with him, i was obsessive over him and like wnated to talk to him all the time, and we always txted for like 4 hrs a day. this year, i swiched schools, and met this other kid who's feet i liekd, but it's too hard to see them during school (unlike with my previous friend). so i developed a fetish for his nails, which he bites alot. i now want to bite my nails really far down like his, even tho people say its ugly. i now find it really hot. i also obsess over talking to him. and we have even longer conversations than my 7th grade friend. and alot of the time when i talk to him, all i can think about are his nails. so i've accepted that i'm gay. but i mean. this isnt normal. what's wrong with me? any opnions? i still love seeing this guy, and i love...you know...enjyoing myself to his nails, but its really weird and a part of me hates it. plz help thanks!!!

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