Open Question: Can somebody help me get rid of this weird thing I'm into?

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I'm 17 and I'm only attracted to BBW. I just don't think there's anything sexier than a big but, ig boobs and a big belly. Big bellies are hot and I love belly play. I love the feel of a large woman and I think fat chicks are the best. But I'm really ashamed of having this fetish. It's a fetish because it's not normal. It's being into something weird and it's actually messing my dating and sex life up. This youtube video shows what I like. It's only youtube so it's not porn. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlAa...ature=relatedI have an obsession two pornstars called Mandy Majestic and Elliza Allure. They're so hot, but I won't post links to them. There's an amazing website called Plumperpass. I ask because I'm confused. Shouldn't I be into healthy women? Like models or something? Shoudn't I think people like Mila Kunis or whatever? I don't want to be into BBW, but for some reason I just find it really sexy. I'm just not interested in skinny or average girls. I really want to be and try to be, but it just does nothing for me. I'm wandering if anybody knows how to get a normal taste? There's this really hot chick who's got a rockin' body and gorgeous face who I'd love to date, but other people make fun of her because she's fat. I'm sick of people being pricks to her and I stick up for her, but I'm still quite weird about people finding out that I'm really into BBW because it's a fetish, it's like finding out somebody's into BDSM or something. So I've never had the balls to ask her out, even though I really want to. Can somebody give me some advice. There's a part of me that's saying "Be a damn man, you like big girls and that girl likes you. Never care what people think and be happy, make her happy. You know you want to". But then there's my inner coward stopping me because I don't know if I can take the constant abuse and there's the part of me that just wants to like normal girls and thinks asking her out will make my fetish worse. Can somebody give me some advice on how to get a normal taste and be a normal guy without a fetish? Can you swtich fetish? Can I get a foot fetish or something. It's less obvious.

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