Open Question: How can I get rid of this foot fetish I have?

[feedcrawler]

I have a mental disorder of some kind where I think girls feet a attractive. I'm almost 21, been single my entire life, and I am an overall shy person. I have read that liking girls feet is not socially acceptable I have always had this problem where I would get turned on by the sight of a girls' bare feet. I have never once touched a pair of girls feet before, and I know I never will, but something makes me wish I still could. I look at pictures of girls feet all the time. I know this is a terrible thing to be doing, that's why I want to know what I can do to fight the urges. I have even had thoughts of suicide in the past because I felt that this could make my life so miserable that it would not be worth living anymore. I really believe I need to get rid of this fetish for feet, but how? This is NO joke everyone, so stop syaing it is. I really do feel this is a terrible thing to have.

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