Open Question: How can I accept my fieancees foot tickling fettish?

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My fiancee Has a foot tickling fetish, In the beginning i didnt mind, in fact he would take mt shoes off and then my socks and would tilckle my feet. we both enjoyed it then one day while tickling my feet he spun me over and got me from behiend that was fine was kinda nice. One day out of the blue he wanted me to pay $60.00 for him to tickle another womens feet, as a people pleaser and our relationship being fairly new I did give him the money although i didn't like it, and I told him i didn't really like it for i"m not the kind of women who likes to share my man. It did hurt me that remembering that the other night he spun me around was constantly running in my head. A few days before this he wanted me to find a friend of mine that will let him tickle her feet.He knew i had been talking with a girl buddy and want me to ask her. I did not want him to do that either so I said if i pay for this session with this woman will you drop asking me to talk to my friend and just tickle my feet? He did agree, We did just that but the thought kepted pouring in my head from that one tickle night. Plus I hated the thought of my man even toutching another women, even supposely tickling her not for sexual pleasure . . Well one night he and i were at my friend house we were plaing the base gutiar she was in her room her boyfring was teaching me something on the gutiar when i noticed My fiancee wasnt in the room i went looking, he was in her bedroom tickling her feet. He really hurt me and i took off outside. In my eyes He might as well been in bed with her. It hurt that bad. He said he thought i said it was ok, knowing our agreement with me paying for his enjoyment. we made up But i stayed hurt and confuised and still do at times.He dont tickle me much anymore, although i ask or try tickling him to get him started. He likes going to tickling sites watching vedios. and after that night at my friends houe and another discussion of why it offends me so much, I told hime how hurt i was for the session and my friend that the sites was a constant reminder of thoes days. I still try to be open minded and understanding But its hard for me some times. Now he want another womens foot to tickle once again. we been together 2 years since this happened. I agreed to accept him looking at the sites more often as long as if he would respect my feelings and not tickle another womens foot and and hurting me all over again. I do understand that thare is nothing wrong with a fettish like his, since they are worst ones out there. I am an old fashion girl I dont share my man as well as him even touching some one else. I'v tried and tried I just dont know what to do or how can i get p@ssed it so I am asking for help . Please any segestions that can help let me know and i thank you all so much.

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