Open Question: Boyfriend has foot fetish, but I have a foot phobia?!?

[feedcrawler]

I dunno if it's a real PHOBIA exactly but it's a strong aversion to any attention drawn to feet. It weirds me out to look at them and sometimes I catch myself staring at someone's feet in, idk, morbid fascination, but whenever someone's foot is close to me I start panicking a little. I don't like people looking at or noticing my own, that's something that makes me really anxious... And actually, just typing this is making me sort of nauseous because I even hate the word (the plural especially) and I sort of get anxious whenever someone says it or I read it somewhere...So my boyfriend really likes them. I don't know how bad it is but I know he's self conscious about it... I really wish I could just ignore it but I feel guilty, like I'm depriving him of something he enjoys even though it scares the hell out of me. I love him and want to get over this fear, or something...I just don't know what to do Is there medication for this?? lol...or at least therapy, or something I can do to get over it?Btw if it helps we're 17 and not sexually active...so it's not like he expects me to let him do anything kinky regarding his fetish, lol...umm at least yet, I don't know :/

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