Open Question: WHO AM I,Pls help?

[feedcrawler]

Im a male of 35 and still im confused about my sexual identity. Im naturally heterosexual but i like if some smart guy can satisfy me from behind!!!! Apart from that, I like to be on top of a guy who's girlish and submissive (example a submissive gay type). The 3rd obsession of mine is to wear women's clothes and paint my toe nails and finger nails not forgetting lipstick etc. Actually i used to sometimes paint my toenails and look at my feet and get turned on as i have a very bad foot fetish too (female feet and sometimes men's feet if they're like female feet).

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